Me Aching Back

Mood: Grouchy

Pain Level: 7



My back is KILLING me today. I'm not sure if it's the Fibro or what. I DO know that AF is on the way and my body always gets more painful at that time. AHHHHHHH. It makes it sooo hard to concentrate!!! I have our trusty ole raw popcorn homemade heat bag thinga-ma-jig on my neck right now. oooooo feels good. Hopefully tomorrow it will feel better. This is one of those times I wish I would have taken the Rheumatologist up on some of those muscle relaxers she offered me. :)

Baby Fever & High Rollers

Mood: Optimistic

Pain Scale: 4

Weight: 134.8



I am feeling very good and optimistic today. I feel like we're on the right track and this baby thing just may happen!! We have our PD appointment coming up in about a week. We've invited the boys as well. I hope they can make it. I think it would be good if all of us could be there. So, hopefully we will formulate a game plan so my crazy anxiety about a start day can be laid to rest.



I've lost 5.2 lbs since starting the WW meetings. I only have 15 more lbs to go till I meet my goal of 120 (although I may settle at 10 depending on baby plans). *wide grin*



AND...we have decided to go to vegas for my 30th!! This will be the first time for the both of us. What? You crazy lesbians have never been to Vegas?? We're hoping our closest friends B&H can come with us. If we do start insems in March, I will just be finding out if we're preggo or not before our flight. So, it could be bottoms up or let's look at all the baby clothes in Vegas (you think they have baby clothes on the strip?) Either way it will be a b-day to remember....although, I don't know if it can beat the b-day I jumped out of a plane!

Operation Double B

Mood: Optimistic

Pain Scale: 3

Weight: 140



Operation Boat Body



My partner and I just bought a boat and we decided we are in need of a little slimming and toning before boat season comes around!! I've been trying to lose weight to get pregnant for a year now and I can't seem to kick my own butt in gear so I'm getting someone to kick it for me and then I will go home and kick my partners. :) In theory we think it will work.



So today I attended my first Weight Watchers meeting to try and lose 20lbs. I was a little nervous at first walking in. I thought people may look at me and say "Why is SHE in here?" It wasn't too bad, the receptionist did say "Well you don't have much to lose at all!!" Hell lady, it sure feels like I do!! Everyone was friendly and it got me excited. Rah Rah Rah!!



So wish me some luck or send me vibes that make broccoli look like chocolate!!