Been kind of depressed lately over the fact that nothing has taken root in my womb. It's hard to not be envious of those around me with new babies and growing bellies. I feel like it's never going to happen or that I will be too old to even start again...*sigh* I never thought I would experience that damn ticking clock, but I sure do hear it loud and clear!
Can I wait another 6-9 months before trying again? I don't really have a choice. Each time I get my period, I get a feeling of hope. Not sure if this habit from all those months of trying, but I still feel like I'm on that damn fertility roller coaster (not as intense, but none the less emotional)!
Maybe being a mother is not meant to be.