Evolution

Mood: Change is in the air
Pain Scale: 4

I was looking at my calendar yesterday and going over the huge changes occurring since I've been in massage school and I was taken aback!! It has only been 2.5 weeks and already I can definitely tell this is going to be life altering.

At orientation, we were introduced to the Seniors. They had already been in the program for six months. Each one made some sort of comment about how being at massage school had changed their life. That we should be aware that this would be a life altering experience. I took it with a grain of salt. Sure, I'm sure it does change peoples lives! We are training for a career! But holy crap...now I really know what they were talking about.

Constant body work. The things coming about because of all this energy and body work is really making me deal with items I had stuffed down and hid. No hiding it now. It's gonna come out weather I like it or not and I will have to make sure I deal with it productively.

Using my energy consistently. I can really tell when I'm being bad to my body and regularly accessing my energy channels also keeps me more in tune with my natural ability to feel energy. This is odd because I had become accustomed to ignoring it or blocking it. I am gonna have to deal with being able to sense people again. Phewy...sometimes this is exhausting and painful. So learning ways to not take on peoples energy is also going to be a must.

A job I love. Just the thought of having a job I absolutely love is life changing in itself!! I truly can't wait to start doing this at least part time. Being able to help people and make them feel good is truly rewarding. And one of the best things is that when I'm done giving body work, I FEEL energized and fantastic. It's weird and was very unexpected.

So, I can tell the next eleven months are going to be a roller coaster of growth and I really can't wait to see me on the other side!!